Supposedly, the world we know is ending. Funnily, I’m at peace about that. Don’t get me wrong. I love this world, and I love my life, but we forget change is the natural cycle of life. We are unusual conscious beings in that. It is healthy to throw off the old and allow the new to come to it’s fullest potential. But our go-to mode is to want stagnation and call it stability.
If I think about what we call stability, and we look at it really closely, I would say that we are probably more addict than healthy, stable human beings.
The addict must maintain the high, and does not care what chaos ensues in the perpetuation of the high. Stability, to the addict, is strictly defined by the high. What we call stability in our society is the perpetuation of our addiction and we don’t claim responsibility for the chaos we are creating in pursuit of the constant high.
I am going through changes. My body. My spirit. My psyche. It’s a lot to take and I’m very fragile some days. I often feel very alone, and this is my path. To be among others, but alone. I, too, am battling my own forms of addiction. I seek strength and wisdom is this part of the journey.
I welcome the change. I encourage anyone who might be reading this to look inside your heart and find out where you might be ready to welcome big changes. Get to a place where you have enough peace to be courageous. Dig deep into the roots and look high into the sky. That is a proven healing modality for me.
I wish you peace. Strength. Courage.